A moody week....

Having a moody week....
everything seems to go wrong this week...

Firstly, I've argued with a friend for no apparent reason,

Second, I kind of get into trouble for joining Sidang Redaksi,

Third, I miss my god sister every minute of the day,

Fourth, I'm having a hard time to pretend that I'm happy
when really inside my heart I'm crying.....

Fifth, I'm trying my best to be friend with a student who at first I don't like,
I'm having quite a good start,
but I still can't help myself for not liking her sometimes.

Sixth, I'm having a hard time choosing if I wanna quite being a PPS.

Seventh, I'm freaking out about tomorrow's meeting,
half of me wants to be kick out,
and half of me wants to stay in there.

I fraking out now...
why can't I have a peacful life....??