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Thursday, September 8, 2011
Holiday~
sorry for the long disappearance,
I was really busy with school. ><
So...
holiday was last week,
but it ended up totally not like I planned. XD
Monday and Tuesday I went to school for check stock,
on Monday after that I went to a mall with my friend.
On that night, my friend Vanessa came to my house without planned.
She just gave my dad a call and she and her sis and her mom is by the door. XD
Had quite a fun night,
and she decided than that she'll come sleepover with me on Tuesday. :D
So on Tuesday,
a LOT of people came to my house to count down for Merdeka.
Had such a lot of fun~!
We played fireworks,
and talk and talk
and play and play
and eat and eat. XD
At midnight we played nail polish.
Valerie paints the nicest.
At 3a.m. only we went to sleep. ^^
On Wednesday,
we went to book fest.
Got 5 English books and 2 Chinese books.
2 L-shaped file and a box of correction tape refill.
And dinner we had with Vanessa, her sis and her mom.
We had an Awesome dinner~
It was so yummy~ ^^
Thursday.
3 families together we went to Sungai Congkak.
It was fun and relaxing.
We play in the waterfall,
water fight,
builded a garden with rocks,
caught fish,
and just relaxing sitting in the water.
It was fun. :)
On Friday I stayed at home and did my home works,
read books,
practiced pipa,
watched TV,
and had a nap.
A day of rest. :)
On Saturday I went to school activity as usual.
Enjoyed that day. :)
On Sunday I went to Church.
Yayy~~
Finally, seeing my elder sister again. ^^
Now I have to wait for another month until I get to see her again. ><
So that day I was a bit crazy.
I wore skirt and high heels. O.o
Dunno what's wrong with me. :P
haha...got a lot of shocks. XD
After church I went to VIVA with Vanessa and her sis and her mom to watch The Smurfs.
We watched 3D. :D
After the movie we saw Philia and her family.
They are going to watch The Smurfs too~ ^^
After they went to watch we went walking around.
Bought 2 t-shirts~ X)
And that's my holiday.
Now that I'm back to school,
I'm so busy again. ><
Final exam's in 2 weeks time,
I need to get ready.
Jiayou in everything you do~
God bless. :)
Friday, August 26, 2011
Happy Holiday~ Selamat Hari Raya
Finally it's holiday.
I can't believe I'm saying this but
I'm HAPPY that it's holiday. ^^
Been tiring myself to the max this past week.
Seriously,
need to sort out so much stuff,
need to analyse,
need to think carefully,
need to do more research and interview.
Plus lesson is starting again since all the exam papers have been given back.
Need to catch up and do more practices.
I'm still not satisfied with my result. ><
Anyway,
let's talk about my holiday plan.
On Monday and Tuesday,
I'll be going back to school for check stock for the library.
And on Monday after check stock,
hopefully I can go out to celebrate my dear Jing Hui's birthday. ^^
And Wednesday is national day which means I get to sleep until 12 in the afternoon. XD (although I know that I'll automatically wake at 9.30 ><)
Thursday most probably Hui Chi will come to my house and practice the song we're singing in majlis perpisahan.
And maybe talk about the juniors and the video?
Having a headache for juniors. ><
And for Friday,
whole day of sleep and revising and playing with my bro and just staying at home to relax. ^^
I guess that this is the first holiday I have this year that it's not totally full.
Feel so happy that it's not jam packed.
It's been a long time since I actually have time that's available,
and I actually get to stay at home and just relax.
How wonderful~!!
Looking forward to the holiday.
Happy Holiday everyone.
And Selamat Hari Raya~
^^
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Grade 5 theory exam
Hooray~~
No more memorizing Italian terms. >.<"
The truth is,
it was quite easy.
I've did 3 years of past year questions as exercise and the real exam is the easiest. XD
I'm confident that I'll pass.
Hope that I get distinction.
^^
oh, I almost forgot,
I met Simon there,
we did our exam in the same classroom. X)
ps. Slap your Best Friend week is Over~~
Should it be Slap you Enemy week for this coming one? XD
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Slap your best friend week!
Got so much slap,
now my cheeks hurt. ><
At first I still don't know what's going on,
and suddenly a senior came and slap me,
I look at him with a confused look.
And when I know what's going on....
I started slapping people also. XD
Had so much fun! ^^
When I got into class,
a group of people started slapping me,
and I slap them back!
Seriously,
I haven't even put my bag down. XD
I went to the library afterwards and saw AunChian inside,
he's back was facing the door,
I went and *Slap* XD
During recess,
I found Philia in dataran.
Was going around her so that I could slap her,
but when she saw me,
she covered her face quicker than I can slap her. ><
Than she need to call her mom,
and she can't protect her face,
so I have to promise not to slap her when she's talking on the phone,
and I didn't slap her than,
cause I'm a good friend. ^^
After she had done talking,
the first thing she did was to cover her face again. -.-
So I decided not to slap her for now since that she doesn't allow.
So I walked away.
After a while I saw her talking to her sister with her back to me,
haha...I got my chance...
*Slap* XD
Actually it's not really a slap,
it was just a light tap. :P
And I tap Allyson also,
she was in the cantin. ^^
During PJ lesson,
me, Hui Chi, Jeisey and Yuin Xuen had a lot of fun~
We worked together and slapped the morning session.
Karmun got a lot of slaps,
and Jun Wei also.
Haha...they got revenge on us though,
so for the whole PJ lesson we're running around slapping each other. XD
After PJ was KH lesson,
me, Hui Chi and Jeisey were the first in class,
we got our exam paper and than we suddenly ask teacher,
"Cikgu, boleh saya slap you?"
Teacher was like "harr..why?"
And Hui Chi said "Becuase it's slap your best friend week. Cikgu ialah saya punya best friend."
Hahaha...teacher's expression was like -.-
"tak boleh lah"
"yerr...cikgu arh..please lah..."
XDD
But in the end,
we didn't get to slap the teacher. XD
Hope you guys will enjoy your time slapping each other~
Hey, come on,
I slapping yo because you are my best friend.
*Piak*
^^
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Worst nightmare ever....
was in a really down mood.
When I went to sleep,
I kept on thinking about you,
so scare that I won't be able to see you this Sunday.
Missing you terribly...
I want a hug......
Was thinking about you while lying on the bed,
trying to fall asleep.
There's just too much going on..
can't get my brain going plus exam is here.
Had such a bad dream last night.
Dreamed that you were dead....
Wanted to wake up from it but can't..
until my alarm clock went off..
I was in that dream.
It was so real..so weird...
it was all in a mess...
A scene where you had a bandage on your hand...
A scene where I cried and hug to you never wanted to let go....
A scene where you told me to be strong no matter what happens....
A scene where I said I never want you leave....
A scene where you said that we have no choice...
It was all so terrible.....
Wanted to cry.....
It's been a long time since I had dreams....
I miss you so much......
Please be okay.....
I want to hug you this Sunday...
I want to get a hug from you now.....
I feel like crying.....
I want you to be here with me....
to hug me....
and tell me that everything will be okay........
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
我最讨厌的人
Monday, August 1, 2011
August
Can't believe it's August already...
time flies so fast. ><
Was studying maths all day long today,
monthly test starts tomorrow.
Wish me luck. :)
(I only started revising today. :P)
Had dinner just now with Philia's family.
Was a holiday today,
thought I wasn't going see her,
but I saw her anyway. XD
We see each other everyday,
even holidays can't stop us. XP
But for the coming 2 months I'll be seeing her less,
she needs to get on studying.
She'll be having a major exam on October 4th.
Wish her luck.
Jiayou in everything you do.
Gid bless.
Love ya always. :)
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Sleeping Saturday :)
Congratz to Wen Xin, Philia, Phebe and Ching Hui.
It doesn't matter win or lose,
you guys will always be the best in my heart. ^^
So, went to have lunch on the way home.
When we reached home,
the first thing is to have a shower.
So we went one by one.
After that we watched a documentary.
It's about giraffes.
They cut it and examined it.
Eww....totally gross...all blood. ><
When the show ended,
me and Philia went to sleep.
We are both so tired. XD
We slept from 4 to 9.
Incredible right?
Actually I woke up at 7.30 but was drifting back to sleep.
Than again at 8.00 and I lied in bed and refused to wake up. XDD
I actually only got up at 9.00.
And it took us a hard effort to wake Philia up.
She could sleep until tomorrow if she wanna. XP
When she is finally awake,
my dad came. = ="
So sad~!!!
Didn't even had dinner. ><
okay fine,
I went back home.
Can't wait for tomorrow when I'll get to see Phi again. ^^
Monday, July 4, 2011
跃翔少年团契outing~!!!
the Best part was getting to see my sister again.
I miss her already. ><
Haha...okay, back to the main topic.
Went to church yesterday as usual.
Was being like a kid all day long since that my sister is there.
I missed her so much...
too bad she has to work on Sundays,
now I can only see her Once a Month. ><
So after church,
we, 跃翔少年团契, had an outing.
We went to Times Square and went Bowling~
I had one Strike~!!! XD
Haha...we had dinner first at the food court.
When we're done, we had a surprise for Phebe and Yu Xin.
It's their Birthdays~~
Had fun. ^^
We had bowling,
some even went for archery,
I went for it too,
to try, only once.
Not bad, quite an experience. ^^
I think I'm kind of out of my mind,
I'm talking about everything in the wrong sequence. XP
I can't help it,
I miss my sister so much. ><
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
心中的绿州--音乐响宴
是我们今年华乐集训营的主题。
在这个营中,
我体验了许多,
也学习了许多,
更看到了许多人不同的一面。
最棒的,不是营,
而是与筹委们一起努力的那段期间。
我们都带着同一个目标,
同一个理念,
一起努力,一起加油。
不断地鼓励自己。
虽然有遇到困难,
但我们都一起解决了。
这,才是我最不能忘怀的。
好希望时间永远停留,
但我知道,这是不可能的。
我们唯一能做的,
就是永远都不放弃我们那对音乐的热诚。
我们因为音乐而相识,
因为音乐而努力。
只要我们不忘记,
心中燃烧着的火,
必定会让我们找到心中的绿州。:)
音乐响宴,
音乐会的主题。
诚实说,我对这次的音乐会没多大的感觉。
反而是更怀念筹备的日子。
虽然当中犯了许多错误。
但也学习了许多。
享受与大家一起筹备的时间。
希望明年的音乐会,
我还会有机会参与。:)
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Mid-year holiday~
Exam finished, no homework for the holiday.
The best!! ^^
I'm spending my holiday getting ready for our concert.
Music Fiesta~~~!!!
A Must go event, or you'll regret for the rest of your life. :P
I'm spending my first week on getting ready for the camp,
making the backdrop for the concert,
and obviously, practice. :)
Next week there'll be a camp,
everyday from 12.00p.m. - 11.00p.m. everyday.
Excited for the camp~
Hope all the members will practice very hard and get ready for the concert. :)
Music Fiesta~~~
音乐飨宴。:)
Sunday, May 8, 2011
我在你心中,到底存不存在?
八年的友谊,值不值得你的珍惜?还是爱情已占据了你的所有?
Thursday, April 21, 2011
I just wish my life would be ordinary....
Sunday, April 10, 2011
心.Super Glue 布道会
期待已久的布道会终于来临了。
这么美好的一个活动,
当然是有带新朋友来的啦~
我带了一位哦,
今天总共有11位新朋友,
6位决志,1位再决志,4位无决志。
这一切都要感谢神,
荣耀都归给上帝。
今天的节目非常精彩,
有游戏,
有领唱,
有默剧,
有信息,
有陪谈,
有东西吃~ XD
我做的muffin真的好好吃哦~
昨晚自己做了没吃到,(因为数量很少)
结果今天一直听到说很好吃,
忍不住拿了来吃。
一口咬下去。。。
WaAhH~~
真的傻掉。。
做了3次这是最好吃的一次。
太开心了。^^
今天的主题曲--有一天,
真的好好听。
被他的歌词感动了,
竟然流泪。>.<
感谢主,
祂为我们钉死在十架上,
祂的宝血洗净我们的罪,
使我们能再次地回到上帝那里。
只有上帝给予的爱是永远都不变的。
上帝最明白我们的心情。
当有苦难来临,
上帝是我们的依靠,
上帝是我们的聆听者,
祂一定会帮助我们。
这个世界真有一位上帝,
祂的双手,渴望紧紧拥抱你。
茫茫人海,虽然寂寞,
祂爱你伴你一生之久。
Saturday, March 26, 2011
一个充满意义与学习到很多的的星期。
被骂也骂醒了,
试也试过了,
失落的时候也有了,
要哭也差不多了,
开心也有了,
安慰也有了。。。
除了感恩还是感恩,
有这样美好的星期,
我不要求多了。
可能有人会说,
这么多失落的事情发生,
怎么会是个美好的星期呢?
其实,
说真的,
被骂也不一定是一件坏事。
从中可学习到很多.
当然,
被骂后肯定会感觉失落,
觉得自己是那么的没能力,
但是,
当你被逼一定要做一样事情,
之前原以为不可能做到的事,
因为害怕与恐惧,
还是放胆的去做了。
是不是学习到了呢?
而且也证明了给自己看,
你是有能力的。
开心,
因为我发现,
身边确实是有真心的朋友。
有时候,觉得很孤单,
想想下,
其实,
身边在乎自己的人确实是有。
我不要求多,
我只要在我有需要的时候,
有一只聆听的耳朵。
这个星期真的发生了很多事,
也让我学习到了很多。
也许,
我还没完全的成长,
完全的明白,
但是我愿意去学习,
谁说年龄代表一切?:)
Thursday, March 17, 2011
First Term Holiday
which means more time to sleep for me. XP
Since school started not one day I could sleep until 10,
time to make up that time of sleep. ^^
Most people would probably use one word to describe holiday,Boring.
I know,
it really could be very boring sometimes,
but for this holiday,
not actually boring,
quite a lot is going on.
Monday, Tuesday.
Chinese Orchestra practice.
We're the most hardworking club I think.
Went to school at 9.30 for both morning.
And went back home at 4.30.
What did I say about hardoworking? ^^
Concert is only 3 months away,
and there's still a lot of songs to go through,
so we're all practicing really hard. ^^
Have you ever heard of Chinese Orchestra + Western Orchestra?
Coming soon in June,
Musci Fiesta Concert will show you how it's like to be chinese + western.
Stay tuned for more info. ^^
Wednesday, Thursday.
Study day~
Finally started to do my homeworks.
And get time to do revision.
Exam's coming in 2 weeks,
seriously gotta start preparing,
I'm already late,
and I seriously is not following the scedule. XP
I dunno why but I never can stick to a scedule,
since small until now,
not once.
Which shows that I'm not that diciplined. >.<
Friday.
Going to Science Center.
Bringing my bro along,
I'm sure he'll love it. ^^
Satuday.
Going early again for meeting.
Than it's practice again the whole afternoon.
At night,
I'm going to sister Kaiyun's house to have family gathering.
Hope it'll be fun. ^^
And that's my first term holiday for 2011. ^^
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
14th Birthday~
Sorry for the late update,
I'm such a busy girl. XP
5th of March,
the day I turned 14.
On 4th of March,
my beloved friends in school throwed a surprise party for me.
Haha...
quite shock actually.
It is my first ever surprise birthday.
Thanks a lot guys.
Thanks fo for the cake,
the cards,
and the present.
Most of all,
Thanks for your caring hearts. ^^
On the exact day of my birthday,
I got 3 birthday songs. ^^
The most ever in one day I ever got.
The first one was in A&W.
Haha...
we went to have lunch,
and they suddenly sang Happy Birthday song,
Thanks to Liang Wen Xin. X)
The second was during OC,
was another member's birthday too.
And the last one is during the party in my house at night.
Hehe...
Got quite a lot of present.
Homemade cokies~~
Thanks Philia~
Love ya. ^^
Oh and Thanks to Phebe too,
for that awesome note,
hehe... ^^
On Sunday I got a card from Yue Xiang Fellowship as usual.
TeeHee...
And they also sang Happy Birthday song. XD
The best is that I got a whole bunch of helium ballooons~~~
They are so nice!!
Thaks a lot Vanessa.
Hehe...she purposely came to church after her camp just to give me the present.
And there's more than just flying balloons,
there's stuff inside the balloons~~
Haha...
But I dun dare to pop it.
I love it too much. XP
Haha...
What an Awesome birthday I had.
Thanks a lot everyone.
Thank God for guiding me through another year. ^^
Saturday, February 26, 2011
心情故事2
二月十四日,我终于鼓起勇气在面子书写下了我的感受。当时的我真的不知你看了后会有什么反应。也许你不会看到?也许你看了也不觉得什么?许多的也许在我脑子里旋转着,我真的不知这么做到底对不对。这是我可以发泄我的情绪的一种方法,但,在你看了后你会不会不喜欢呢?
隔了一天,我又再次来到了面子书。看到了许多朋友的留言,所有都是在鼓励我,为我打气加油,叫我坚强起来。看了后,我真的感到很温暖,原来还有这么多朋友是在乎我的。你的留言我也看到了。你写:“很抱歉我如此地对待你,我们可以重来吗?我没说你是我的朋友,并不代表你不是。我没说我在乎,并不代表我不。你是,也将会是我永远的朋友。情人节快乐。”读完后,我的眼泪就如断了线的珍珠落下了。
一个星期后,在学校的食堂看见你在温习功课,便走上前去和你打个招呼。根据你在面子书的留言,你应该是要与我和好吧。怎么当时的你又对我不理不睬了呢?当时的我,眼泪差点儿都要掉下来了。 你不理我后,我就马上跑回图书馆去了。进了图书馆,我马上趴在桌子上,努力控制着我自己的眼泪。我一直对自己说:“不要哭,不可以哭了!你在她心中已经不重要了,不要再为她而哭了!”
坐在我对面的朋友-恩,看着我,也没说什么。我感谢她的沉默,给我时间稳定自己,整理自己的思绪。待我情绪稳定后,我便开始向她倾诉。在我倾诉的过程中,她一声都没出过,就只是静静地聆听。难得有一位聆听者,我把我一直以来藏在心里的话都说出来了。
这一切又再次让我的心灵严重的受伤了。那晚,我在面子书上再次的向好友-献倾诉。一直以来,在这件事上她都一直在鼓励我,帮助我。就在那晚,她答应我会去帮我问个明白。我非常的感谢她。 真的委屈你了,一直让你担心。
其实,这一切已经不是那么的简单表面了。我也不知我自己到底要的是什么。如果你再次与我和好,但我们之间拥有一道影形的墙,那又有何用呢?我和你,再也回不到从前了。
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
In School~~
blogging in school~~
Actually I dunno if it's wrong. XDD
but who cares?? XD
(haha...I do. XP)
Okay, I have to get into class.
See you tonight. X)
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
心情故事
当然,在人生中除了会遇到朋友以外,我们也会失去朋友。也许你失去的朋友在你心目中并不重要,但要是有一天你真心付出对待的朋友离开了你,你心中的痛,是言语中无法形容的。
我曾经有一位非常要好的朋友,我们是因为搭乘同一辆校车而认识的。我们一起上学,一起放学。在回家的途中我们都会彼此分享在学校的趣事。每当我感到伤心时,她都会为我分担。当我在学校受气,感到失落和无助的时候,放学时我都会一一向她倾诉,她也会静静地聆听并且安慰我。
然而,与她在一起的美好时光只是短暂的。不知从何时起,她不再对我那么的好。面对我时不再是那些安慰的话,不再与我分享趣事,脸上的笑容也逐渐减少。
也因为失去这位朋友,我曾经在房里哭着睡去。她的不告而别让我百思不解。她从没向我说明发生了什么事,每当我想问她时,看到她的表情我便退缩。
这件事使我的心很痛很痛,纵然说遇到这种事我们必须学习放下,但是在我心中我不想忘记这位朋友。虽然我在她心中已不重要,但在我心里,她将会是我永远的朋友。
Friday, February 11, 2011
New Year New Resolution
A new year has come,
wish you guys have an Awesome year ahead. ^^
New Year New Resolution.
Actually I didn't really set any target,
but there is a few things which I really want.
First, I really want a new phone.
My parents had already agree to buy one for me,
but with the conditions that I get more than 78.5 for my 总平均 in exam.
Okay, so secondly,
obviously to get good result,
cause that will help my first one. XD
And for my good result I mean straight A's
And of course to get into A class,
although I do like B class,
but I still like being in the first class,
I'll work my way up. ^^
Another thing is for PPS.
I do wish I could be a good leader,
but I just don't seem capable of it.
I kept on doing stuff wrongly.
Well, not actually wrong but I just don't seem able to do it.
I don't have the things that leader should have.
Although I can ask you guys to do things,
can have meeting,
can organise you guys to do stuff,
but I just don't have that image as a vice president.
I'm practically like you guys,
I'm as normal as normal as you can be.
I can't even keep a straight face while having meeting,
Haizz...
I'm not sure if I could let go of the pose,
although I don't feel stress about it anymore,
but I just don't think I can do it,
there's better people out there who can do better with this pose.
I do wish Lembaga PPS would be great,
so if letting go the pose helps,
I don't mind.
But if I let go of the pose...
............
Friday, January 28, 2011
The Best School Day Ever~
Haha...
celebrated Chinese New Year.
The 捞生 was niceeeeee,
haha...better than morning session's. XD
Hehe...time to say what happened today. ^^
Went to school at 9
on the way to school,
I stoped at King's Bakery shop to buy a cake.
And than go to school loh~
When I reached there morning session students were celebrating and having 挥春比赛.
They are all out of the classroom and shouting and singing songs.
Haha...I LOVE the atmosphere.
So happy.
Got a lot of red papers with black words droping from above,
I don't know why but when they finished writing they throw it down. XD
and some nice ones are drap on the side of the school building. ^^
A lot of chinese new year songs being heard.
And the most special thing of all,
they used all the red papers and wrote the big word SMKTC on the floor.
And when you see from above,
it looks AWESOME~!!!
I love my school. ^^
Haha..okay, back to topic.
After finished watching them celebrate.
(They still continue celebrating in the hall, it's just that I'm not allowed in and I have stuff to do. ^^)
I went back into the library,
I was watching from outside of the library. ^^
Saw seniors preparing 捞生 in Bilik Kerja,
haha..joking around again. ^^
After that we prepared ours,
Cut apples~ XD
And than arrange all the ingrediants.
After when we're done we put it a side and safe it for later.
Wen Xin and Cynthia were in the library,
talked to them,
chit-chatting. ^^
Oh oh oh...
and I saw Philia,
haha...I miss her. ><
Anyway,
We talked for quite a while,
than they both have to go down to the hall.
After there're gone the few AJKT started preparing all the stuff,
when the other members ask what we're doing we just say it's morning session's,
haha...so they have no idea it's ours. XD
We started the celebration off with a meeting,
good thing Sheau En's there so we're really serious.
(p.s. Sheau En is a senior. )
We start it as a post mortem,
as the first month of our first year being a senior,
I wanna see what they have to say.
And I didn't purposely do this just to cover the celebration,
I really wanted this.
And like I expected,
no respond. >.<
I'll forfeit them next time if there's no respond. ^^
Okay, so since there's no respond we started playing our game,
haha...
we pretended to scold people,
we purposely choose the birthday boys and girls,
we're celebrating Jan and Feb's birthday.
Haha...and when we suddenly change from scolding to singing Happy Birthday song,
they were sooooo shocked.
Haha...and than I brought out the cake.
haha...I love the expression on their face. ^^
After that we all went down to cantin,
we had our 捞生 there.
The table was so messy,
haha...I was quite shocked,
but Sheau En thinks it's normal for them to be so high,
so I didn't argue,
I enjoyed myself with it. ^^
And than we had our share of food,
hehe...after we're done only seniors came,
so we let out our place for them.
Of course we cleaned up the table first,
haha...it really was very messy. ^^
And when it's seniors turn,
I became the camera girl.
They have 2 sides,
so I'm actually standing on the chair and taking pictures from up high to get a clear view,
it was so crowded.
Haha...but I enjoyed it.
And in half way,
me as the vise-president and the president of afternoon session took out the Thank You card we made earlier.
We made that card specially for our seniors,
I think they are happy,
cause they shouted when I announced why we did that card.
I'm happy with what I did,
actually all of this is behind me.
I'm the one who used the brain,
while the others use their hands. ^^
I really really really really really enjoy today,
the last post was so emo,
and now I'm totally better.
I finally thought through it,
now I know how should I walk my road.
Thank God for leading me through. ^^
Today is the BEST school day EVER~!!! ^^
Monday, January 24, 2011
我真的累了。。
我的猜测果然是没错的。
我从一开始就觉得我不值得做,
现在我是完完全全的肯定我不是值得的。
看到那个分数表,
我应该是连最低等,最低等的都没有。
我应该是连没有职位的都不适合我。
我应该是没有机会换上校服,
没有机会与这些事有接触,
没有机会得到借书的特权,
没有机会进去某些地方,
没有机会与一些人接触。
没有很多很多。。。
上帝,我真的不明白,
你到底要我走哪一条路。
你说,你已为我的一生安排好,
我相信你,
但是,我不明白你的旨意,
不明白你到底要我怎样走。
我真的感到很无助,
我真的很需要明白,
上帝,求你让我遇见光,
让我在黑暗中能得到帮助。
我相信你能带领我走过一切,
也许你会用一个人的口来鼓励我,
或许你会接着一些事来启示我,
但是我相信,
不论你用什么方法,
你都一定会带领我经过一切。
感谢主。
一切都已是事实,
我惟有做的是顺服。
相信主会带领我经过一切,
一切交给上帝,
让他带领我走过这一切。
Thursday, January 20, 2011
School 2011 ♥
quite busy since school has start,
but still okay,
I can handle it. ^^
Hmm..
nothing really special has happened.
We're having an interview tomorrow,
for our juniors.
Wondering if I'll be one of the interviewer.
Doesn't matter,
I'll be pendaftar for sure,
if doesn't need to be the interviewer than I can go to chinese orchestra,
yayy~!!! ^^
I really like going to chinese orchestra practice.
And now pipa group got a new junior,
haha..
when that girl says that she wanna learn pipa,
me and Philia were so happy we jump and shouted.
So hyper. XD
This school year I really concentrate on my studies,
sitting in front of the class so I can hear better.
Really start doing my homework and doing revision,
no last minute anymore.
My goal is to get into 3A class next year,
hehe...
hope that I can. ^^
Saturday, January 8, 2011
First week of 2011
My first post in year 2011,
haha..a bit crazy today,
sorry if this post is lame. XP
Hmm...
1/1/2011, Saturday.
No school activity..
I forgot what I did. XP
Let me recall for a while...
Ooo...
I remember ady..
I went to my piano teacher's wedding~
Haha..go with Philia and Phebe.
(we have the same piano teacher)
Nothing much to say lah..
like normal wedding in church loh,
but the talk was really funny. X)
After the wedding Phi and her sis came to my house,
they wan use printer,
their house computer crashed. o.O
Anyway,
it's nice too..cause I get to spend more time with her. XD
We did the things together,
we're doing YueXiang Fellowship's listing,
with me helping Phi out,
Phebe's like the supervisor. XD
We took almost 3 hours to finish,
cause we talked most of the time. XP
When we finally finish,
we went downstairs to watch movie~
We watched Santa Buddies.
I love that..
Any movie to do with Christmas I'll love it. X)
And that's all for 1/1/11. ^^
Than on Sunday went to church,
nothing special,
I love everytime I'm there,
don't care if there's anything special,
I just love being there. ^^
This Sunday we'll be having a special event,
play games instead of talks.
Gonna enjoy my time~ ^^
Monday~
school starts~!!!
I've been waiting for a long time,
finally I can wear librarian uniform and be a real librarian.
(not junior anymore~ XD)
But I do enjoy being a junior,
if I get to choose I would want to be junior instead of senior. ^^
But time won't stop,
so senior it is.
Nothing much yet,
just school.
Been going to school at 9 in the morning and back at 7 everyday,
so I'm in school for 10 hours a day,
my mom keeps on asking if I'm tired. =="
Haha..obviously not,
I get to do the choice for going early or not,
if I'm tired I'll obviously sleep in. ^^
Why do I go to school so early?
I'm in afternoon session...
Want the answer?
Obviously lah,
I'm asking nonsense. XD (see, I'm crazy today.)
okay,
cause I've been in the library when I go to school early,
if I'm not doing things for the libray than I'll be doing my homeworks in there,
or doing revision, either one.
So I'm not wasting my time anyway,
and I like being in the library. ^^
School days went on for 5 days...
(5 days of school a week)
Saturday~ (again)
school activity back.
haha..I jusy love going to chinese orchestra activity,
get to learn so many things.
Not much new students join in this year though...
was dissapointed.
But anyway,
don't let that spoil my spirit. ^^
Practice again,
nothing to say,
like always practice.
But it's different on how we practice,
cause the teacher can be very funny sometimes,
there's always laughter when we practice.
(not always, we can be very serious when teacher scold people)
okay, that's enough for Saturday,
nothing to say anymore. (lol, I'm random today...)
Okay..
I think I'm going crazy.
So that's all for this post,
I'll update again in a week or two.
Until than...
Gambateh for school~!!! ^^
Monday, December 27, 2010
Last week of 2010♥ ^^
Time really do fly...
a lot had happen this year,
the best of all is get to know Yue Xiang Youth Fellowship.
it changed my life. ^^
Thank God for letting me know Him,
without Him,
without Jesus Christ,
I will not be the me today.
Thank God for all His blessings,
for He has already planned my whole life.
Lord, I offer my life to You. ^^
The last Sunday of 2010..
it's a really nice Sunday.
Everyone made a conclusion of their life in God in year 2010. ^^
My 姐姐 say I 长大了 worr..
cause she heard my 感恩分享.
I didn't know she could hear,
she was at the room beside. XP
Anyway,
I still love her very much,
hehe...I love it when my 姐姐 complimented me. ^^
What I said in my 感恩分享 is to thank God for leading me through another year.
It's a tough year,
a lot of laughter a lot of tears.
And I said a special thanks to Philia,
Thanks for the things she did for me.
Evertime she acompany me,
everytime she teached me,
everytime she share her experience with me,
every reminders she gave me,
I can tell that she really cares about me.
May God bless her in many ways in the coming year.
May our friendship remain.♥ ^^
It's been a great year, 2010.
It's so nice to be the youngest again,
being at the age of 13
you are the youngest among youth.
Hehe...I love to be the youngest. ^^
And that's another reason why I don't wanna face the new year...
I won't be the youngest anymore,
I'll become senior in school in afternoon session.
I wish the time could stop,
I don't wanna face it. ><"
Time won't stop,
I still have to face it sooner or later.
The only thing I could do is 交托给主.
Let God lead the way,
for God will make a way when there seems to be no way. ^^
Haha...
Think like this no stress ady lah. XD
But I still wanna be the cute cute kind in Yue Xiang.
Hehe...
only become serious and 姐姐 like in school.
I still wanna be 妹妹 like in church,
I still got so many 姐姐 leh..haha..
姐姐 must suport me arh..
or else I'm dead. ><"
Hehe...
Wish every Happy New Year~ ^^
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Best Chrismas ever~ =)
so busy arh...
but happy~ ^^
Librarian Annual Dinner was fun.
Haha...really enjoyed it.
But got a bit emotional lah,
actually cried. o.o
But enjoyed too. ^^
Slept at 2,
arrived home so late.
Woke up at 4.30 the next morning,
went to church fellowship 2 day camp.
Really enjoyed it.
LOVE to be with you guys. ^^
Christmas Eve was AWESOME!!!
The best one I ever had.
Congrats to the drama,
Snoey did a great job writting the script.
And all the acters did a great job too.
And all the things we use in drama was homemade,
thanks to all the ones who had helped.
And thanks to Bi Hui 姐姐 help me tie my hair,
finally got the chance that you tie my hair,
so happy~ ^^
The best Christmas present I got this year is to get to spend this special night with you guys.
The best Christmas I ever had.
Hope that we can still be with each other in the new year.
Do always remember that there will be no Christmas if there's no Christ. ^^
Love you guys.
Merry Chrstmas and Happy New Year~
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
The True Meaning of Christmas
Just a week before Christmas I had a visitor. This is how it happened. I just finished the household chores for the night and was preparing to go to bed when I heard a noise in the front of the house. I opened the door to the front room, and to my surprise, Santa himself stepped out from behind the Christmas tree. He placed his finger over his mouth so I would not cry out. "What are you doing?" I started to ask him.
The words choked in my throat, as I saw he had tears in his eyes. His usual jolly manner was gone. Gone was the eager boisterous soul we all know. He then answered me with a simple statement, TEACH THE CHILDREN! I was puzzled: What did he mean? He anticipated my question, and with one quick movement brought forth a miniature toy bag from behind the tree.
As I stood there bewildered, Santa said, Teach the Children! Teach them the old meaning of Christmas. The meaning that a now-a-day Christmas has forgotten!
Santa then reached in his bag and pulled out a FIR TREE and placed it on the mantle. Teach the Children that the pure green color of the stately fir tree remains green all year round, depicting the everlasting hope of mankind. All the needles point heavenward, making it a symbol of man's thoughts turning
toward heaven.
He again reached into his bag and pulled out a brilliant STAR. Teach the Children that the star was the heavenly sign of promises long ago. God promised a Savior for the world, and the star was the sign of fulfillment of that promise.
He then reached into the bag and pulled out a CANDLE. Teach the Children that the candle symbolizes that Christ is the light of the world, and when we see this great light we are reminded of He who displaces the darkness.
Once again he reached into his bag and then removed a WREATH and placed it on the tree.
Teach the Children that the wreath symbolizes the eternal nature of love. Real love never ceases. Love is one continuous round of affection.
He then pulled out from his bag an ornament of HIMSELF. Teach the Children that Santa Claus symbolizes the generosity and good will we feel during the month of December.
He reached in again and pulled out a HOLLY LEAF. Teach the Children the holly plant represents immortality. It represents the crown of thorns worn by our Savior. The red holly berries represent blood shed by Him.
Next he pulled out a GIFT from the bag and said, "Teach the Children that God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son. Thanks be to God for His unspeakable gift. Teach the Children that the wise men bowed before the holy babe and presented Him with gold, frankincense, and myrrh. We should give gifts in the same spirit as the wise men."
Santa then reached in his bag and pulled out a CANDY CANE and hung it on the tree. Teach the Children that the candy cane represents the shepherd's crook. The crook on the shepherd's staff helps bring back strayed sheep from the flock. The candy cane is the symbol that we are our brother's keeper.
He reached in again and pulled out an ANGEL. Teach the Children that it was the angels that heralded in the glorious news of the Savior's birth. The angels sang 'Glory to God in the highest, on earth, peace and good will.'
Suddenly I heard a soft twinkling sound, and from his bag he pulled out a BELL. Teach the Children that as the lost sheep are found by the sound of a bell, it should bring people to the fold. The bell symbolizes guidance and return.
Santa looked at the tree and was pleased. He looked back at me and I saw the twinkle was back in his eyes. He said, "Remember, teach the Children the true meaning of Christmas, and not to put me in the center, for I am but a humble servant of the One who is, and I bow down and worship Him, our Lord, our God."
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