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Holiday~

Fellow bloggers~~~
sorry for the long disappearance,
I was really busy with school. ><

So...
holiday was last week,
but it ended up totally not like I planned. XD
Monday and Tuesday I went to school for check stock,
on Monday after that I went to a mall with my friend.
On that night, my friend Vanessa came to my house without planned.
She just gave my dad a call and she and her sis and her mom is by the door. XD
Had quite a fun night,
and she decided than that she'll come sleepover with me on Tuesday. :D

So on Tuesday,
a LOT of people came to my house to count down for Merdeka.
Had such a lot of fun~!
We played fireworks,
and talk and talk
and play and play
and eat and eat. XD
At midnight we played nail polish.
Valerie paints the nicest.
At 3a.m. only we went to sleep. ^^

On Wednesday,
we went to book fest.
Got 5 English books and 2 Chinese books.
2 L-shaped file and a box of correction tape refill.
And dinner we had with Vanessa, her sis and her mom.
We had an Awesome dinner~
It was so yummy~ ^^

Thursday.
3 families together we went to Sungai Congkak.
It was fun and relaxing.
We play in the waterfall,
water fight,
builded a garden with rocks,
caught fish,
and just relaxing sitting in the water.
It was fun. :)

On Friday I stayed at home and did my home works,
read books,
practiced pipa,
watched TV,
and had a nap.
A day of rest. :)

On Saturday I went to school activity as usual.
Enjoyed that day. :)

On Sunday I went to Church.
Yayy~~
Finally, seeing my elder sister again. ^^
Now I have to wait for another month until I get to see her again. ><
So that day I was a bit crazy.
I wore skirt and high heels. O.o
Dunno what's wrong with me. :P
haha...got a lot of shocks. XD
After church I went to VIVA with Vanessa and her sis and her mom to watch The Smurfs.
We watched 3D. :D
After the movie we saw Philia and her family.
They are going to watch The Smurfs too~ ^^
After they went to watch we went walking around.
Bought 2 t-shirts~ X)

And that's my holiday.
Now that I'm back to school,
I'm so busy again. ><
Final exam's in 2 weeks time,
I need to get ready.
Jiayou in everything you do~
God bless. :)

Happy Holiday~ Selamat Hari Raya

Yayy~~
Finally it's holiday.
I can't believe I'm saying this but
I'm HAPPY that it's holiday. ^^

Been tiring myself to the max this past week.
Seriously,
need to sort out so much stuff,
need to analyse,
need to think carefully,
need to do more research and interview.
Plus lesson is starting again since all the exam papers have been given back.
Need to catch up and do more practices.
I'm still not satisfied with my result. ><

Anyway,
let's talk about my holiday plan.
On Monday and Tuesday,
I'll be going back to school for check stock for the library.
And on Monday after check stock,
hopefully I can go out to celebrate my dear Jing Hui's birthday. ^^
And Wednesday is national day which means I get to sleep until 12 in the afternoon. XD (although I know that I'll automatically wake at 9.30 ><)
Thursday most probably Hui Chi will come to my house and practice the song we're singing in majlis perpisahan.
And maybe talk about the juniors and the video?
Having a headache for juniors. ><
And for Friday,
whole day of sleep and revising and playing with my bro and just staying at home to relax. ^^

I guess that this is the first holiday I have this year that it's not totally full.
Feel so happy that it's not jam packed.
It's been a long time since I actually have time that's available,
and I actually get to stay at home and just relax.
How wonderful~!!
Looking forward to the holiday.
Happy Holiday everyone.
And Selamat Hari Raya~
^^

Grade 5 theory exam

I've done my exam~
Hooray~~
No more memorizing Italian terms. >.<"

The truth is,
it was quite easy.
I've did 3 years of past year questions as exercise and the real exam is the easiest. XD
I'm confident that I'll pass.
Hope that I get distinction.
^^
oh, I almost forgot,
I met Simon there,
we did our exam in the same classroom. X)

ps. Slap your Best Friend week is Over~~
Should it be Slap you Enemy week for this coming  one? XD

Slap your best friend week!

Happy slap your best friend week~

Got so much slap,
now my cheeks hurt. ><
At first I still don't know what's going on,
and suddenly a senior came and slap me,
I look at him with a confused look.
And when I know what's going on....
I started slapping people also. XD
Had so much fun! ^^

When I got into class,
a group of people started slapping me,
and I slap them back!
Seriously,
I haven't even put my bag down. XD
I went to the library afterwards and saw AunChian inside,
he's back was facing the door,
I went and *Slap* XD

During recess,
I found Philia in dataran.
Was going around her so that I could slap her,
but when she saw me,
she covered her face quicker than I can slap her. ><
Than she need to call her mom,
and she can't protect her face,
so I have to promise not to slap her when she's talking on the phone,
and I didn't slap her than,
cause I'm a good friend. ^^
After she had done talking,
the first thing she did was to cover her face again. -.-
So I decided not to slap her for now since that she doesn't allow.
So I walked away.
After a while I saw her talking to her sister with her back to me,
haha...I got my chance...
*Slap* XD
Actually it's not really a slap,
it was just a light tap. :P
And I tap Allyson also,
she was in the cantin. ^^

During PJ lesson,
me, Hui Chi, Jeisey and Yuin Xuen had a lot of fun~
We worked together and slapped the morning session.
Karmun got a lot of slaps,
and Jun Wei also.
Haha...they got revenge on us though,
so for the whole PJ lesson we're running around slapping each other. XD

After PJ was KH lesson,
me, Hui Chi and Jeisey were the first in class,
we got our exam paper and than we suddenly ask teacher,
"Cikgu, boleh saya slap you?"
Teacher was like "harr..why?"
And Hui Chi said "Becuase it's slap your best friend week. Cikgu ialah saya punya best friend."
Hahaha...teacher's expression was like -.-
"tak boleh lah"
"yerr...cikgu arh..please lah..."
XDD
But in the end,
we didn't get to slap the teacher. XD

Hope you guys will enjoy your time slapping each other~
Hey, come on,
I slapping yo because you are my best friend.
*Piak*
^^

Worst nightmare ever....

Didn't get much sleep last night,
was in a really down mood.
When I went to sleep,
I kept on thinking about you,
so scare that I won't be able to see you this Sunday.
Missing you terribly...
I want a hug......


Was thinking about you while lying on the bed,
trying to fall asleep.
There's just too much going on..
can't get my brain going plus exam is here.


Had such a bad dream last night.
Dreamed that you were dead....
Wanted to wake up from it but can't..
until my alarm clock went off..
I was in that dream.
It was so real..so weird...
it was all in a mess...
A scene where you had a bandage on your hand...
A scene where I cried and hug to you never wanted to let go....
A scene where you told me to be strong no matter what happens....
A scene where I said I never want you leave....
A scene where you said that we have no choice...
It was all so terrible.....
Wanted to cry.....
It's been a long time since I had dreams....
I miss you so much......
Please be okay.....
I want to hug you this Sunday...
I want to get a hug from you now.....
I feel like crying.....


I want you to be here with me....
to hug me....
and tell me that everything will be okay........

我最讨厌的人

“玲……”上课铃声响了，在食堂的学生个个被巡察员赶上班。这时的我，在华乐团音乐会的售票档口守岗，一边与一位早上班的团员—媚颖谈论事情。

档口旁的椅子上，坐着我最讨厌的人—巡察团团长，陈诗诗。她面前站着两位巡察员，看来是在向她报告东西。在档口附近有几位学生，他们正在聊天，完全没有回班的意思。突然，站着的其中一位巡察员大喊：“回班了！”那几位学生吓了一跳，马上跑回班去。我见了也不怎么样，毕竟我还有事需要交代。

过了一会儿，那位巡察员又大喊一次同样的东西，于是我便转身瞧瞧，看见几位学生，以为他是在对他们说，所以便没多加以理会。他见我没反应，就大喊说：“Veeanna！你可以回班了没有？！”我好声好气的回答他：“多一会儿。”她却完全的把我的话当耳边风，怒瞪着我。陈诗诗见了又大喊催我回班。那时我真的是受够了，难道他们看不出我有事忙吗？毕竟音乐会也只剩几个星期了。我也大喊到：“可不可以等多一下？！我还有事情需要交代！” 媚颖见气氛充满着怒火，随时会爆发，就托着我走。她还不可置信的问我：“他真的是巡察团团长吗？怎么现在的团长越来越不像话啊？”

这还没关系，我明白她只是在执行任务，但她可不可以多明白人家是有事要忙，而不是不要回班。反观那些还在食堂用餐的，不见得她“喊”他们回班。

还记得她第一天转来这间学校时发生的事。她之前所就读的学校我有一位朋友。她正是她的学姐，所以我早就知道有插班生了。其实她应该在二月就转来的，但因为校长安排她读第二班，所以她不愿意转来。直到四月，她终于可以读第一班了才转来。就因为她一个人，我们全班被逼空出一个位子给她。

她来的那天正是愚人节。现在我真希望她转来这间学校真的只是愚人节的玩意儿。我原本打算跟她交朋友，毕竟转校是件痛苦的事。但我的好心她根本就没有放在眼里。我主动地去与她交谈，问她想参加什么学会、之前的学校和现在的有什么不同等等的。她竟然还敢在我面前投诉说她没有朋友。真是被她气死了！那次以后，我再也没有与她说话。看到她真想活生生地把她丢下楼。

她那时是在她的小学朋友--慧面前说的。她也受不了她了，明明就看到我在与她交谈，还敢在我面前说没有人主动去和她说话。当我是白痴啊？！白痴都不要和你做朋友！慧好声对她说：“那你就主动去找朋友啊，总不能等人来和你交谈吧？Veeanna不是在跟你谈天吗？”她却只是转转眼睛说：“那其他人呢？”我的天哪！你以为所有人会在一天内就能当成你的朋友啊？慧当场傻了一下。过后慧有对我说：“这种朋友不必要了。”这不用说我也知道，我看人的准确度，到目前为止还没有错过。

这种人，我还没见识过。我该怎么做啊？10个人中就有9个不喜欢你了，你知道吗？好像比我还夸张，我应该只有5个吧，我不知道。有时候，不知道比知道还来得好。。。

*以上文章纯粹是个人想法与经历，请勿过于看重。

August

First day of August 2011.
Can't believe it's August already...
time flies so fast. ><

Was studying maths all day long today,
monthly test starts tomorrow.
Wish me luck. :)
(I only started revising today. :P)

Had dinner just now with Philia's family.
Was a holiday today,
thought I wasn't going see her,
but I saw her anyway. XD
We see each other everyday,
even holidays can't stop us. XP
But for the coming 2 months I'll be seeing her less,
she needs to get on studying.
She'll be having a major exam on October 4th.
Wish her luck.
Jiayou in everything you do.
Gid bless.
Love ya always. :)

Sleeping Saturday :)

Went back to Philia's house today after the singing competition.
Congratz to Wen Xin, Philia, Phebe and Ching Hui.
It doesn't matter win or lose,
you guys will always be the best in my heart. ^^

So, went to have lunch on the way home.
When we reached home,
the first thing is to have a shower.
So we went one by one.
After that we watched a documentary.
It's about giraffes.
They cut it and examined it.
Eww....totally gross...all blood. ><

When the show ended,
me and Philia went to sleep.
We are both so tired. XD
We slept from 4 to 9.
Incredible right?
Actually I woke up at 7.30 but was drifting back to sleep.
Than again at 8.00 and I lied in bed and refused to wake up. XDD
I actually only got up at 9.00.
And it took us a hard effort to wake Philia up.
She could sleep until tomorrow if she wanna. XP
When she is finally awake,
my dad came. = ="
So sad~!!!
Didn't even had dinner. ><
okay fine,
I went back home.

Can't wait for tomorrow when I'll get to see Phi again. ^^

跃翔少年团契outing~!!!

Had an Awesome night yesterday,
the Best part was getting to see my sister again.
I miss her already. ><

Haha...okay, back to the main topic.
Went to church yesterday as usual.
Was being like a kid all day long since that my sister is there.
I missed her so much...
too bad she has to work on Sundays,
now I can only see her Once a Month. ><

So after church,
we, 跃翔少年团契, had an outing.
We went to Times Square and went Bowling~
I had one Strike~!!! XD
Haha...we had dinner first at the food court.
When we're done, we had a surprise for Phebe and Yu Xin.
It's their Birthdays~~
Had fun. ^^

We had bowling,
some even went for archery,
I went for it too,
to try, only once.
Not bad, quite an experience. ^^

I think I'm kind of out of my mind,
I'm talking about everything in the wrong sequence. XP
I can't help it,
I miss my sister so much. ><

心中的绿州--音乐响宴

心中的绿州，
是我们今年华乐集训营的主题。
在这个营中，
我体验了许多，
也学习了许多，
更看到了许多人不同的一面。

最棒的，不是营，
而是与筹委们一起努力的那段期间。
我们都带着同一个目标，
同一个理念，
一起努力，一起加油。
不断地鼓励自己。
虽然有遇到困难，
但我们都一起解决了。
这，才是我最不能忘怀的。

好希望时间永远停留，
但我知道，这是不可能的。
我们唯一能做的，
就是永远都不放弃我们那对音乐的热诚。
我们因为音乐而相识，
因为音乐而努力。
只要我们不忘记，
心中燃烧着的火，
必定会让我们找到心中的绿州。:)

音乐响宴，
音乐会的主题。
诚实说，我对这次的音乐会没多大的感觉。
反而是更怀念筹备的日子。
虽然当中犯了许多错误。
但也学习了许多。
享受与大家一起筹备的时间。
希望明年的音乐会，
我还会有机会参与。:)

Mid-year holiday~

Happy Holiday everyone~~
Exam finished, no homework for the holiday.
The best!! ^^

I'm spending my holiday getting ready for our concert.
Music Fiesta~~~!!!
A Must go event, or you'll regret for the rest of your life. :P

I'm spending my first week on getting ready for the camp,
making the backdrop for the concert,
and obviously, practice. :)
Next week there'll be a camp,
everyday from 12.00p.m. - 11.00p.m. everyday.
Excited for the camp~
Hope all the members will practice very hard and get ready for the concert. :)


Music Fiesta~~~
音乐飨宴。:)

Hope to see you guys there~

Happy Holiday. :)

我在你心中，到底存不存在？

   是我太在乎，还是你完全不在乎？我在你心中，到底存不存在？
   八年的友谊，值不值得你的珍惜？还是爱情已占据了你的所有？

   有时的你，对我很热情，有时就算我站在你身边，我也是透明的。一开始的我，只是以为那时的你心情不好，所以就没出声，静静地陪伴在你身边。但现在，我终于明白了。你只有在需要我时对我热情。

   你姐姐不喜欢你跟他在一起，所以只要你姐姐在学校里，你都会叫我帮你传话给他。开始的我，非常乐意帮助你，因为我觉得你信任我，而且只要你开心，我任何事都愿意做。久而久之，这已变成一种习惯。你的父母不知道他的存在，所以在家里你无法常有机会与他通电话，因此你会叫我帮你传信息给他。我花了多少电话费在你身上你可知道？

   那天看到你伤心的样子，你可知道我有多担心？一整天的课我都没听进去，满脑子只想着你。回到家，第一件事就是打给你，问你到底有没有事，心情平复了吗？你告诉我说你没事了，过后又是叫我帮你传达信息。我对你的问候，关心，你到底知不知道？

   一份友情，是需要双方的付出才可达到好的友情。若是只有我在乎，只有我在付出，我一直在忍耐，这份友情很快就会结束。

   我明白，你看爱情重过友谊，但你可不可以就不把友情与爱情放在一起？你可知道，我对你付出了多少心思？我是多么的珍惜你？难道，我的珍惜就不值得你去珍惜吗？

   不是说我不想和你做朋友了，或是说我不想你和他在一起。你的爱情，我没权力插手， 我只希望你会在乎我多一点。至少让我知道，我在你心中还是存有价值的。

   我不希望我会失去这一份友情，之前失去了与“她”的友谊，真的让我很伤心，我不希望连你也失去了。毕竟，你在我心中的地位，我会永远都放不下。

*这只是我今天受了一点刺激而写出来的。至于今天后我还是不是这样子想，我不敢担保。

I just wish my life would be ordinary....

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心.Super Glue 布道会

Yayy~~
期待已久的布道会终于来临了。
这么美好的一个活动，
当然是有带新朋友来的啦~
我带了一位哦，
今天总共有11位新朋友，
6位决志，1位再决志，4位无决志。
这一切都要感谢神，
荣耀都归给上帝。

今天的节目非常精彩，
有游戏，
有领唱，
有默剧，
有信息，
有陪谈，
有东西吃~ XD
我做的muffin真的好好吃哦~
昨晚自己做了没吃到，(因为数量很少）
结果今天一直听到说很好吃，
忍不住拿了来吃。
一口咬下去。。。
WaAhH~~
真的傻掉。。
做了3次这是最好吃的一次。
太开心了。^^

今天的主题曲--有一天，
真的好好听。
被他的歌词感动了，
竟然流泪。>.<
感谢主，
祂为我们钉死在十架上，
祂的宝血洗净我们的罪，
使我们能再次地回到上帝那里。
只有上帝给予的爱是永远都不变的。
上帝最明白我们的心情。
当有苦难来临，
上帝是我们的依靠，
上帝是我们的聆听者，
祂一定会帮助我们。

这个世界真有一位上帝，
祂的双手，渴望紧紧拥抱你。
茫茫人海，虽然寂寞，
祂爱你伴你一生之久。

一个充满意义与学习到很多的的星期。

累也累够了，
被骂也骂醒了，
试也试过了，
失落的时候也有了，
要哭也差不多了，
开心也有了，
安慰也有了。。。
除了感恩还是感恩，
有这样美好的星期，
我不要求多了。

可能有人会说，
这么多失落的事情发生，
怎么会是个美好的星期呢？
其实，
说真的，
被骂也不一定是一件坏事。
从中可学习到很多.
当然，
被骂后肯定会感觉失落，
觉得自己是那么的没能力，
但是，
当你被逼一定要做一样事情，
之前原以为不可能做到的事，
因为害怕与恐惧，
还是放胆的去做了。
是不是学习到了呢？
而且也证明了给自己看，
你是有能力的。

开心，
因为我发现，
身边确实是有真心的朋友。
有时候，觉得很孤单，
想想下，
其实，
身边在乎自己的人确实是有。
我不要求多，
我只要在我有需要的时候，
有一只聆听的耳朵。

这个星期真的发生了很多事，
也让我学习到了很多。
也许，
我还没完全的成长，
完全的明白，
但是我愿意去学习，
谁说年龄代表一切？:)

First Term Holiday

Holiday~
which means more time to sleep for me. XP
Since school started not one day I could sleep until 10,
time to make up that time of sleep. ^^

Most people would probably use one word to describe holiday,Boring.
I know,
it really could be very boring sometimes,
but for this holiday,
not actually boring,
quite a lot is going on.

Monday, Tuesday.
Chinese Orchestra practice.
We're the most hardworking club I think.
Went to school at 9.30 for both morning.
And went back home at 4.30.
What did I say about hardoworking? ^^
Concert is only 3 months away,
and there's still a lot of songs to go through,
so we're all practicing really hard. ^^
Have you ever heard of Chinese Orchestra + Western Orchestra?
Coming soon in June,
Musci Fiesta Concert will show you how it's like to be chinese + western.
Stay tuned for more info. ^^

Wednesday, Thursday.
Study day~
Finally started to do my homeworks.
And get time to do revision.
Exam's coming in 2 weeks,
seriously gotta start preparing,
I'm already late,
and I seriously is not following the scedule. XP
I dunno why but I never can stick to a scedule,
since small until now,
not once.
Which shows that I'm not that diciplined. >.<
Friday.
Going to Science Center.
Bringing my bro along,
I'm sure he'll love it. ^^

Satuday.
Going early again for meeting.
Than it's practice again the whole afternoon.
At night,
I'm going to sister Kaiyun's house to have family gathering.
Hope it'll be fun. ^^

And that's my first term holiday for 2011. ^^

14th Birthday~

My birthday had been over for so many days.
Sorry for the late update,
I'm such a busy girl. XP

5th of March,
the day I turned 14.
On 4th of March,
my beloved friends in school throwed a surprise party for me.
Haha...
quite shock actually.
It is my first ever surprise birthday.
Thanks a lot guys.
Thanks fo for the cake,
the cards,
and the present.
Most of all,
Thanks for your caring hearts. ^^

On the exact day of my birthday,
I got 3 birthday songs. ^^
The most ever in one day I ever got.
The first one was in A&W.
Haha...
we went to have lunch,
and they suddenly sang Happy Birthday song,
Thanks to Liang Wen Xin. X)
The second was during OC,
was another member's birthday too.
And the last one is during the party in my house at night.
Hehe...
Got quite a lot of present.
Homemade cokies~~
Thanks Philia~
Love ya. ^^
Oh and Thanks to Phebe too,
for that awesome note,
hehe... ^^

On Sunday I got a card from Yue Xiang Fellowship as usual.
TeeHee...
And they also sang Happy Birthday song. XD
The best is that I got a whole bunch of helium ballooons~~~
They are so nice!!
Thaks a lot Vanessa.
Hehe...she purposely came to church after her camp just to give me the present.
And there's more than just flying balloons,
there's stuff inside the balloons~~
Haha...
But I dun dare to pop it.
I love it too much. XP

Haha...
What an Awesome birthday I had.
Thanks a lot everyone.
Thank God for guiding me through another year. ^^

心情故事2

你，在我心中留下的疤痕，已经数不清了。。。

二月十四日，我终于鼓起勇气在面子书写下了我的感受。当时的我真的不知你看了后会有什么反应。也许你不会看到？也许你看了也不觉得什么？许多的也许在我脑子里旋转着，我真的不知这么做到底对不对。这是我可以发泄我的情绪的一种方法，但，在你看了后你会不会不喜欢呢？

隔了一天，我又再次来到了面子书。看到了许多朋友的留言，所有都是在鼓励我，为我打气加油，叫我坚强起来。看了后，我真的感到很温暖，原来还有这么多朋友是在乎我的。你的留言我也看到了。你写：“很抱歉我如此地对待你，我们可以重来吗？我没说你是我的朋友，并不代表你不是。我没说我在乎，并不代表我不。你是，也将会是我永远的朋友。情人节快乐。”读完后，我的眼泪就如断了线的珍珠落下了。

一个星期后，在学校的食堂看见你在温习功课，便走上前去和你打个招呼。根据你在面子书的留言，你应该是要与我和好吧。怎么当时的你又对我不理不睬了呢？当时的我，眼泪差点儿都要掉下来了。 你不理我后，我就马上跑回图书馆去了。进了图书馆，我马上趴在桌子上，努力控制着我自己的眼泪。我一直对自己说：“不要哭，不可以哭了！你在她心中已经不重要了，不要再为她而哭了！”

坐在我对面的朋友-恩，看着我，也没说什么。我感谢她的沉默，给我时间稳定自己，整理自己的思绪。待我情绪稳定后，我便开始向她倾诉。在我倾诉的过程中，她一声都没出过，就只是静静地聆听。难得有一位聆听者，我把我一直以来藏在心里的话都说出来了。
这一切又再次让我的心灵严重的受伤了。那晚，我在面子书上再次的向好友-献倾诉。一直以来，在这件事上她都一直在鼓励我，帮助我。就在那晚，她答应我会去帮我问个明白。我非常的感谢她。 真的委屈你了，一直让你担心。

其实，这一切已经不是那么的简单表面了。我也不知我自己到底要的是什么。如果你再次与我和好，但我们之间拥有一道影形的墙，那又有何用呢？我和你，再也回不到从前了。

In School~~

Hahaha...
blogging in school~~


Actually I dunno if it's wrong. XDD
but who cares?? XD
(haha...I do. XP)


Okay, I have to get into class.
See you tonight. X)